All my pleasures: guilty
Clean slate looking filthy
This year's gonna kill me
Spirit should be crushing
But I don't feel sad, I feel nothing
Heartbeat barely pumping
When did life become so unbecoming
No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy
Only level lately
Anhedonic on the daily
Wanna feel but I am failing
Facial expression wooden
Wanted to cry but I couldn't
Tear ducts full, I felt you pulling at them
But it didn't happen